Monday, October 09, 2006

concentration and distractions


When a girl doesnt get enough sleep, she feels like a zombie all day and cannot do anything properly - except to turn on and off washing machine. everything go wrong: words, typos, communication, priorities, sleep crises during the day, thousands thougths : what if...
..and eyes start to hurt, you see dots (too much screen/ing/), restlesness comes along, doing nothing and everything, waiting to pass another day - because tomorrow is another day, brand new..and everything will come to its place: she will get up properly all cheered , go outside to the griceries, start her work, do all things she usually do BUT with total dedication and concentraion. Otherwise, she listen Franz Ferdinand, eats randomly, talks too much on the phone and writes a lot - a big escapade (an excuse) not to work what she has to.
Wise man would say: don;t push into the river, wait another day, it will be better, but in all that nervious state of body and mind you make some mistakes (logistic -> semnatic), and your day is already an evening.
Time for work or sleep? Or just another 'awakening' to work until 2, 3 am?
This is going to change. Mondays are made for that.

I take two yin-yang balls (those who are familiar with chinese culture) , a chinese guy told me its for circulation, against stress and coordination for hands, ok, i tried them. Mine are metal-silver yin-yang balls medium size for my palms. There are also Lavander scent sticks, no doesnt' help, Bergamot oil is great for concentration and for relaxing, but now its too late. Or maybe its early.

Here comes email from the peers (of of the main people) from the other side of the pond.
Over and out.


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